I want these!

valentines

Well, the Fun-A-Day project lost steam before half of the month was through. I felt OK about it, actually. I decided to make some things for Valentines, and to focus on some other parts of life, like the people in it.

The weird thing about that project was that I was recording all of these words - these things that I wanted to bring into my life, but I was more focused on making something to hang on the wall, and less on appreciating those things in my life.

Anyway, I made a banner for the living room, then made a wall-hanging (not quite done in this picture). It's been fun!

day nine: forgiveness (fun-a-day)

I love working with maps, and thought it was a perfect background for my intention of the day:  forgiveness. Forgiveness for roads traveled, and forgiveness for acts by those who were with me on those roads. I had a big moment several weeks ago when I realized how much shame was eating away at me. I realized I need to forgive myself for my past. It's not even that I've done terrible things - it's more about things I regret saying to someone, or something I did in my life that may have hurt someone. I can't change the things in my past, but I can learn from them. And forgive myself for them.

(I did pick Chicago on purpose, since that's where a lot of my past was spent, but I don't have to forgive Chicago for anything - I still love that town!)

day eight: motivation (fun-a-day)

This is Mount Rainier - can you tell?

This came to me today while I was attending the public memorial service for the ranger I mentioned earlier. It was a beautiful and heart-breaking service, and one that I don't think I'll ever forget.

The mountain itself, combined with Motivation, makes a ton of sense to me. It represents many things:

- It's my view from my office. I somehow got a fantastic, unobstructed view of Mt. Rainier out my window, and 14 years into living here, it still makes my heart skip a beat whenever I see it

- I heard someone state today that the mountain stands as a permanent memorial to Margaret Anderson. When leaving the service, the previously cloudy view was stunning in clear, blue skies. As a memorial, it reminds me to appreciate my life because you never know how long you have.

- The mountain itself is somewhere I want to spend more time - it represents a spiritual and physical health that I need more of in my life.

day seven: perspective (fun-a-day)

(I'll post a better picture later - I keep
finishing these projects at night and I don't 
have great lighting inside for photos.)

Everyone could use a little perspective.

This is Willa's onesie from when she when a bit under 5 lbs. It's incredibly tiny!

Fourteen months later she's almost 20 pounds. She blows raspberries on our bellies, says "tickle tickle," knows some sign language....I could go on and on. She's completely amazing and is constantly reminding me to pay attention to what matters.

day six: connection (fun-a-day)

Connection is a word I wrote down on New Year's - it can be applied to so much! Connection with my self, my relationships, nature...everything, really. Instead of focusing on where I'm going, I'd really like to concentrate on where I am in each exact moment. This seems to be a tough one these days.

I decided to move away from embroidery today, and had some fun with wire instead.

day five: strength (fun-a-day)